Jacob had finally made up his mind. Today was the day he would tell his girlfriend that very important thing.
Today, he would tell her he is into bondage.
There are probably many of you reading who can understand his feelings. Many might sympathize with him. Some might even be yelling “go for it!” or “don’t give up!” and similar things at your screens. But be assured, he cannot hear you.
He had been dating Caroline for almost a year, a pretty and kind blonde in the same class as him in college. They got along really well, and he honestly thought she was the one. But this would be the ultimate test. He would share his final secret.
They had agreed to go to her place after classes. He had told her beforehand that he was going to tell her something very important once there.
Not much was said as they walked together to her apartment. The air was thick with tension. Caroline seemed both nervous and excited, thinking about all the possibilities of things he could say. For all she knew it could be anything from him wanting to propose to admitting to cheating on her.
When they got there, they took off their shoes, walked to the living room, and sat on the couch. With a sheepish smile, Caroline turned to Jacob.
“So, what is this very important thing you have to say?” she asked curiously.
Jacob took a deep breath.
“Caroline… We’ve been together for a while now…”
“So… I figure it’s time to tell you my biggest secret. I’m… actually into bondage. You know what it is?”
Caroline looked up at him.
“I… I’ve heard of it, at least… Doesn’t it basically mean you like tying others up?”
“Well, in a way, yes… Bondage is more than that, though. It’s very intimate because it requires full trust in the partner. I like the thought of that, though I’ll admit… I’ve never tied someone up before.”
Caroline looked very thoughtful.
“So… you wanna tie me up?”
“Jacob, honey, that’s… quite a big step. I’m not sure if I can deal with that…”
Jacob’s heart felt like it was just stung by a wasp. He had prepared himself for this, but when it actually happened, he could not help feeling that way.
“So… you don’t wanna do it?” Jacob asked in return, to which Caroline shook her head.
“I’m sorry… Could you… please give me some time to think this over? You’re a wonderful guy, and I want to stay with you. I just have to figure out if I can handle knowing this.”
Slowly, Jacob stood up.
“Alright, take your time. But know this…” he turned towards her, “I told you because I trust and love you fully…”
Caroline smiled at him in a friendly way. “I won’t tell anyone; even if I find out I don’t want to be with someone who wants to tie me up.”
The final words stung Jacob’s heart once more. There was a chance she might break up, and he knew it now. But what was done was done. He could only leave and let her do the final decision.
Once Jacob was gone, she stood up, walked to her closet and opened it. She pushed away some of the clothes to look at the outfit hanging hidden behind them.
“Too bad he wanted to tie me up,” she mumbled to herself as she slid a hand over the black latex catsuit and leather corset, enjoying the sensation of the material against her skin. “I’d much rather he’d have asked to be tied up… I’m sure he’d make a wonderful sub.”